Let me be with euu, where the snow is.. ((=

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Happy 1st Month! lurve euu! mwahhss!

hiies everyone..
here to post again..
hehs..
so happy today..
although theres a bit sadness..
but still v v happy..
hmmm..
today is our 1st month..
hahas..
then just nice my mother asked dArdar out for lunch..
we went to cwp seoul garden to have our lunch..
its fine wor..
but my godsis n her mother was there too..
the total bill wats $100+++..
lols..
my parents paid for everyone..
hahas..
i think cyn was v sad at tt time bahs when we eating..
hahas..
but its fine now..
at least she didnt keep things from me mahs..
n i tried my v v best to explain things to her..
but she at first don wan tell me anything de..
then i was like v angry inside me..
then i thought im the one making her angry first de..
so just tried my best to console her..
hahas..
hmmm..
we bought our Dr. Love voodoo mini!
woohooo!
so happy..
kekes..
its so cutteeeee~
omg..
cant resist it..
lols..
then after tt walk walk with my parents lor..
i think dArdar must be v bored isit?
lols..
cox we walk ard with our parents for v long..
then they looking at things tt doesnt suit us..
must be v bored rite dAr?
hmmm..
then after tt walk walk ard lor then nth to see le..
then go to see my watch..
cox tt time i saw one watch v nice then actually wanted to buy..
so i just joked with my parents say tt watch is v nice n i like it v much..
asked them to buy..
then didnt know today they say wan go see see so we went to see lor..
oso showed dArdar tt watch n she say its nice too..
after looking at the watches then my mom say buy then jiu buy le lo..
lols..
its quite exp lahs..
but its realli v nice n unique..
soo happy!
dArdar she say she like it too but she sa she wear abit weird..
but i see le wont weird lehs..
lols..
its okies..
if u like it ask ur mom to buy for u..
if not my parents gonna buy for u one too..
xD
hmmm..
after tt went to ya kun to eat bread n drink water..
resting time for us..
lols..
after tt jiu go home le..
its abt 7 tt time n dArdar need to reach home by 8..
on the train was v bad lahs..
dArdar suddenly sad again..
tried to hong her but keep failing..
my parents went to kranji shop some more..
me n dArdar go home..
didnt succeed in hong-ing her until while we walking to her hse..
then slowly she understands n trust me..
thx dArdar for understanding me n trusting me..
its tough for u le today..
i hope u r happy today..
cox i know im realli happy..
((=
so i reached home jiu post le..
tts NOW!
wahahahas..
yupps..
gonna stop here le..
hmmm..
sry to amanda-chan..
hope he wont angry anymore bahs..
happy 1st month dArdar..
<3s euu so much wors..
hees..
must take care k?
<3s euu <3s euu..
mwwaaahhhhhss!!

# <3s dArdar!
5:33 AM

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[[ wallets wallets xD ]]

hiies minna-san..
hehs..
its been a while since im posted..
its getting quiet here though..
i guess at least amanda-chan n dArdar will come n take a look bahs..
better than don have..
xD
actually i oso dunno wat to write..
past few days or weeks its just normal lor..
last week amanda came to our grandma hse..
rare lehs..
lols..
she n her yw lahs..
xD
ytd went to sch for the extra lessons..
didnt have to reach sch earli..
so gd..
kekes..
went for math n geog..
v bored lehs..
can be treated as 'revision' lahs..
hahas..
then today oso math n geog..
today geog lesson is combined with 4e2..
v weird lehs..
but its fine lahs..
lucky know some of them not so ps..
xD
yupps..
after tt went to wm..
did math for a while then we changed our wallets!
woohooo~
i mean me n dArdar..
i love the wallets..
its so nice..
hehs..
bought them on sunday..
kekes..
present for her for our 1st month loh..
hahas..
i love it!
kekes..
after tt send her home norhs..
saw her bro..
lols..
got chat a lil lil lil bit lahs..
hahas..
then go home lor..
my everyday life..
n im damn happy with it!
((((=
hahas..
but now hardly can tok to dArdar on the phone le..
sad arhs..
dArdar u promise me will take care de hors..
u know wat i mean riteee??
=PP
i trust u nahs..
hees..
tml will be going to sch again for chem cox thurs is sci prac le..
so fast..
dunno wat to study sia..
eh onee-chan!
give some advice lehs..
xD
n hor bring me to yw lehs..
wan see him..
xD
i wan take his car too!
wahahas..
actually i took a lot of times le..
dArdar's dad's car..
wakakas!
don change le lahs..
so fickle minded..
aiya watever the spelling is..
xD
yupps..
stop here le..
kekes..
dArdar get well soon worhhs..
i know u feeling unwell rite?
rmb to rest more yahs?
((=
<3s>
missing euu every seconds..
xD
mwwaahhhss!!
take care too everyone..
((=

# <3s dArdar!
6:00 AM

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[[ still <3s>

konichiwa, minna-san..
here to post for the past few days..
feeling a bit morose today..
so will cut down on my post..
on sat..
dArdar came to my hse..
b4 tt we went to supermarket to buy ingredients..
since we decided to cook something for fun..
yup..
she was feeling unwell then..
so it was a lil tired for her bahs..
once we reached my hse we started preparing n cooked..
cooked omelette, fried rice n campbell soup..
everything was quite okie but the fried rice was a bit tasteless..
yup..
then we watched i not stupid 2 but onli the first disc..
cox it was too sad for dArdar..
she stayed until 11+ until her dad came to fetch her..
b4 tt she was like slping..
then ytd dArdar came to my hse again..
we made our 'bread pizza' cox sat didnt have the time to make it..
then she stayed until 5+ then go home le..
i went to wm afterwards to meet my mother n had dinner..
reached home at abt 9..
today morning was great..
i was able to go to sch with dArdar for the first time today..
cox everyday her mother will send her to sch..
lesson time was fine..
nth much happen..
but im always so sad when chinese period..
dunno angry or sad oso..
dunno y..
then after sch went to wm to eat n then playground afterwards..
haiis..
at there..
something happened btw me n cyn..
n ya..
i wan to apologise to thr DBC..
didnt wan tt to happened too de..
it was too sudden for me as well..
tts y i cant control well..
was v disappointing at first..
then ltr i found out the truth..
it was like even worse..
tts y i cant control myself..
i didnt blame u dArdar..
i just trusted u a lot..
n i will continue to trust u..
i think i should be the one changing bahs..
not u..
yup..
after tt sent dArdar home as usual..
we didnt tok much..
was still a bit shock n disheartening..
after tt i went home myself..
was actually like strolling the neighbourhood..
didnt wan to go home so earli since it will bored me out..
purposely took a longer route home..
killed some of the time..
so tired nowadays..
so many things happened..
n its one by one getting worse..
but i hope i can settle the things..
yup..
n the one who kept on 'buzzing' in my blog..
tt person is realli annoying..
yup..
v annoying..
i trust my frens ard me tt u r nt someone who is close to me..
i didnt wan to know who anyway..
if the whole world wan to hate me i oso cant do anything rite?
yup..
i will end here for today then..
dArdar u r feeling unwell..
so pls take gd care of urself ok?take care everyone too..
aishiteru, cynthia-chan..
miss euu lots..
muacks..

# <3s dArdar!
3:49 AM

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helloo ppl..
here to write something..
just changed my blogskin..
so maybe i should post a bit..
hahas..
a lot of things have happened norhhs..
happy de..
sad de..
good de..
bad de..
for the bad n sad one im not gonna tok abt it..
but i have to explain i did le..
if i cant get any understandings then be it norhhs..
will tok abt the good n happy ones..
yea..
im glad tt today morning janice n sh hear me out..
at least gave me a chance to explain myself..
yea..
im glad bahs..
so is something gd..
hahas..
but one thing..
DBC becomes like this maybe im the one who is in the greatest bad..
first is be the bad person for others..
n then got my bao ying..
maybe..
hahas..
n started to be with dArdar..
then maybe neglected DBC bahs..
but if i nv did treat the DBC importantly..
i don think i will be in DBC even when i have escapees..
n escapees should be angry with me..
but i nv did forget abt escapees too..
maybe i just zhi zhuo zhi shou bahs..
if i even neglected DBC after me n dArdar tgt..
i wont ignore my mother's request to go to the bank for her for almost half a week..
i almost dragged half a week..
its just bcox to wait for everyone to go out of sch tgt..
even i know im late..
bank closes at 4 i think..
tts y i monday to wed cant go..
if im neglecting the DBC i wont be staying back n wait for everyone..
or not explaining y i have to go earli..
n i realli did explain v clearly..
i know im at fault tt day for not calling..
tt v one mistake n im kena shot by so many things..
i don need others to know i treat dArdar gd or wat..
n i don have tt intention to do it..
don believe then i got nth to say..
yea..
tts abt it..
dArdar,
mother,
DBC n escapees r all important to me..
who i realli neglected is escapees..
maybe escapees u all r angry..
i dunno..
but at least u all still toks to me..
try to rang me..
i realli neglected u all..
im realli sry bahs..
n my mother..
just a simple thing n i cant do it..
have to drag for so may days..
sry too..
dArdar..
sry too tt i caused all these..
maybe if i nv be with u..
nth of this sort will happen bahs..
hope tt u n the DBC r still going well tgt..
((=
i nv regretted being with u..
but i dunno abt u worhs..
i trust u bahs..
yupps..
hahas..
so stupid of me..
say don wan to tok abt the bad things n yet i tok so much le..
something gd..
v important..
on wed..
dArdar gave me something tt she did it herself..
its simple but nice n sweet..
sincerity is the thing tt counts..
i like it alot dArdar..
thx alot alot..
((=
then on tt v day i went to bought the beads necklace tt dArdar said she likes..
then bought a box too..
everything at imm..
hahas..
so i build up the box n deco it myself for her..
though the box not i make myself de nahs..
but yea..
i wrote a small card n a short letter for dArdar too..
hahas..
well..
hope u like it bahs..
((=
yi dian xin yi..
hahas..
yupps..
next thing is results..
hahas..
worst is science..
F9..
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total L1R4 is abt 22 lehs..
sians..
hahas..
v happy with my math...................... paper2 results onli..
xD
paper1 kns lehs..
lols..
then humans 49..
so suay..
chinese improved by 1 grade onli..
poa fail..
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sian diao lehs..
lols..
nvm abt it..
Os is more important..
hahas..
today after sch i v free le..
cox ytd went to bank le mahs..
but then everyone else jiu not free..
i didnt say anything though..
just pei mel to cut hair..
dArdar n ken was there too..
after tt then go home norhs..
just like tt..
yupps..
should be ending here le..
sry to everyone..
though its too late maybe..
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n dArdar must take good care of urself kies?
((=
take cares everone..
<3s>
muackks!

# <3s dArdar!
5:35 AM

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hiies ppl..
((=
here to post again..
actually i dunno if theres anyone reading or not..
but just wan to say something..
ya..
at least it feels better..
yaya..
hmmm..
schooling is so damn bored wor..
lols..
v sians lehs..
ytd was normal sch days..
after sch went to wm had lunch with DBC and khee teng..
hahas..
as usual..
we were all joking away..
lols..
didnt know y DBC started taking photos..
hahas..
when ken is ard i bet the girls reali had lotsa fun de..
xD
yea..
ate at MOS burger..
the ice milk tea n fish burgur is still as oiishi as ever!
hahas..
but i was short of money..
lucky lp lend me 1 buck to makan..
today forgot to take my money on the table to sch again..
so tml then pay her back..
xD
yea..
n we sat there quite long chatting joking taking pics..
n khee teng was dozing off..
lols..
after tt send cyn home..
nth much..
just normal chatting on the way to her hse..
yup..
after tt i went home myself..
nth much bahs at home..
i abt 1030 went to bed..
no one to chat on phone to..
so bored..
then at 11 cyn called me..
didnt expect her to call me so late..
thought she already slp like pig le..
hahas..
we then chat chat chat n chat until 2+..
lols..
long time nv chat for so long le..
n its realli great toking to her on the phone..
but after tt i didnt slp..
until 630 then wake up go to sch today..
today morning was practical!
omg..
is so difficult..
nv do anything like those b4 de lehs..
lols..
after tt stayed in the AVA room for abt 3 hours..
so bored inside lehs..
everyone was toking so loudly..
cant study..
lols..
after tt went to wm again with thr DBC but without khee teng..
went to KFC to eat..
but i didnt eat..
cox no money..
lols..
forgot to take the money on the table..
today is mel joking..
ytd was jan i think..
yea..
n today is like so funny..
lols..
laughed until stomach so pain..
mouth so tired..
lols..
after tt went to playground..
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they full of ideas de..
lols..
played the wheel arhs..
sat on the wheel then turn it..
lols..
cyn n mel fell once..
lols..
then after tt was the guys turn which is me n ken..
it was ok..
but then when mel came in with us..
she cant balance then pull ken down tgt..
lols..
so funny lahs..
hahas..
after tt started raining then go home le..
send cyn home again as usual..
sry cyn if i today like v irritating..
lols..
i dunno lehs..
i like keep asking her the same qn over n over again..
sry cyn..
hmmm..
she said she don wan to go home so earli so we just sat at a staircase n study..
but for abt half an hour onli i think..
ya then she went home..
reached home was so tired n hungry..
finding something to eat but there wasnt..
onli so ikan bilis tt my mother fried for todays dinner..
but i ate some of them..
xD
yea..
tts abt today n ytd..
tml is ss le..
dunno wat to study lehs..
last minute some more..
lols..
must be v difficult one..
haiiis..
sianns!
oh yea..
i need to thx cyn's lil sis..
xD
kekes..
thx arhs thx arhs..
lols..
yup..
stop here for today..
take cares everyone..
gd luck for ur prelims..
((=
sayonara!

# <3s dArdar!
1:03 AM

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hii..
here to post..
nth much actually..
killing some time..
nth better else to do..
went to msia last weekend..
nth interesting..
today..
first day..
of sch..
super disastrous..
i guess..
lesson was fine..
something happened after recess..
i dunno..
should i just keep my mouth shut n keep everything to myself?
maybe i should bahs..
n not to do things so ming xian..
sry to have made u 2 cry cyn, mel..
i don realli understand wats happening..
but at least i know y u two cry bahs..
thx mel for being so tan bai to me..
but sry to hurt u bahs..
wat should i say..
dabeachiqs..
yea..
u all changed me..
tts y i could easily forget wat i should not rmb..
thx..
well..
wan le..
zai jian..
take cares bahs everyone..

# <3s dArdar!
2:02 AM

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hiies babes ; dudes..
im here to post le..
long time nv post le bahs i think..
my blog got some probs..
but i cant find any solutions to it..
i hope it can still work properly bahs..
yea..
ytd was the happiest day tt i ever had..
have nv been so happy for so long le..
ytd went to east with uchiKA saKE, la0po peishan, cyn, dd janice, lyndy, melissa and sj.
read the names..
onli me n uchiKA saKE not part of the ice cream i think..
n one person wasnt there with us which is a member of ice cream..
haiis..
i wa kind of guilty..
but i tried to play as much as i can..
have fun as much as i can..
smile as much as i can..
yea i did..
it was fun..
realli fun..
but the same time v guilty..
how i hope tt sh was the one going n not me..
i think she realli wanted to go too bahs..
but bcox i was there... ... ...
well..
laopo cyn n everyone else keep consoling me say it was okie..
yea..
thx alot for all ur words..
its realli helpful..
we went cycling n beach ytd..
mel was learning rollerblading..
dd janice is learing to cycle..
but i think janice already know how to cycle de..
just tt she don have the courage to cycle bahs..
she did a great job in learning wors..
at first she don wan to cycle say cycling not nice..
after tt keep saying she still wan to cycle cox not enough..
hahas..
so funny wors..
n mel oso not quite bad in rollerblading..
quite the same as me bahs..
hahas..
im a noob anyway..
lyndy is pro at rollerblading..
she rollerblade ytd..
the rest of us cycle..
2 hours passed v quickly..
then we went to the beach..
got ppl forget to bring things..
including myself..
i forgot my plastic bags..
ken forgot his underwear..
sj forgot her btms..
laopo ps forgot tt she got bring her btms tt she actually did bring..
then it was a waste tt she nv get to get into water..
the rest of them was fine..
me n ken keep pulling n pushing ppl into the water..
sj nv bring btms oso kena..
cyn kena..
mel kena..
dd janice oso kena..
she the worse..
4 or us pull her by her 4 limbs into the water..
hahas..
but it was fun rite dd janice?
hope so..
onli laopo ps nv kena..
but she was the photographer for everyone of us..
but me n her de pics all dunno go where le..
haiis..
we took pics with one another in pairs..
we piggy bag one another to take pics too..
hahas..
it was fun chasing at the beach..
piggy bagging at the beach..
but i dunno if everyone enjoyed themselves or not..
n sh.. .. ..
haiis..
dunno wat to say sia..
after everything we went to arcade at wm..
played for a while then go home..
im tired..
i guess we were tired..
yea..
tts abt it bahs..
for the next outing..
i guess i will have to stand back..
n allow sh to join them..
all of u will still have tgt..
including me..
all of u will share wat u all did on the next outing after u all had ur fun rite?
n i will be realli happy too..
((=
tts all bahs..
thx everyone..
for ur words..
n fun..
n smiles..
take cares..
((=

[jia le]
hey jl..
everything will be fine..
don be sad..
frens r all ard u..
they will still be by ur sides..
including me..
smile always ok?
((=
take cares..

[laopo ps]
laopo ps u must take care wors..
get well soon..
((=

[sh]
sorry..

# <3s dArdar!
7:20 AM